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Recently, my house seems so quiet without the noise
from my brother.
Since nobody share the potato chips with me, I put
on some weight so quickly. And, nobody give me a hand when the stupid lizard appears in front of me.
Ya ya ya…it’s time for me to learn about
“GROWTH”.
Actually, I learn a lot of things lately…let’s
me tell you!
Now, I’m can to fix the computer all by myself.
Now, I’m dare to walk on the darkly corridor
strike midnight.
Now, I’m able to carry 8 container of “good
day” milk up to 5th floor.
Now, I‘m able to tolerate with the death silence.
Now, I practice the solo of sons well.
Well, instead of crying, I have to smile and learn
how to say: It’s not a big deal, I can overcome it!!!”
Come on! Stand up and walk yourself. Start your journey
and make your own choice.
Muahaha, those days were gone!
People live in the city like a hamlet
on the wheel, busy to pursue pleasure, money, status, or material incentive. Despite of the rhythm of this crazy world, I
insist to follow my own pace, work on my own pace. Eventually, I failed! The critics come so quickly to condemned my life
being too aimless and free.
Never-before sadness is sitting around
the corner and turns me off. I pretend I don't care, not to swipe my tears away.
The hollow laugh from me has highlighted
the cancer that's invading my mind - the mixing of emptiness and hopeless. My future just like a kite which hanging on the
tree…stuck! Thinking whether fly up to the sky or drop down to the ground. I'm poor in decision-make :(
In the summer of 2004, I read extensively about adult's world in order to formulate my opinion
about the future. Soon, I found that, people (or what we called adult) are not easy to deal with. They tricky, forgetful,
used to go back on they’re words, change irregularly, complicated and unpredictable. Agree? Whatever, who promised to
stay already gone! The only things that I can do are, to blame myself for childish and ignorant.
How's your life there? i'm listening to the theme
song of the movie-forest gump Fresh and light!! Well, summer is coming!! I want to spend my holiday with
few of my friends or family. Walking along the beach, taking some good picture, picking up those sea-shell, talking to
each other, smiling and blah blah blah
hahaha...summer is coming!! (And my birthday also)
Today, I have watched a Japanese Movie called "il
mare" I think, there has a door called 'death', If this door is open, I walked toward it and never return again. However,
time will pass and the scenery will change, crying has no meaning when I think about those days again. A
girl shouldn't be staying awake during sleeping hour and keep thinking of these deep question Yes mom, I'm going to sleep.
Oyasuminasai! m(_ _)m
The weather is very awful.
It's the time to leave and stay
When I try to use your angle and look into
the world, which you're staying in.
I can see the differences...clear and obvious.
Then I realize...the cat will never understand the standard
of freedom for a fish...
And the fish will never know y the cat enjoys its loneliness.
Following the presence of rainbow, you return to the world
that you belong, nothing happens!
It's the Mother's day... Also there is the Father's
day.
But, why not make the Son's Day or Daughter's
Day. Business may improve. wow. Most of the national holidays are made for commercialism, who makes these days? Whatever.it's
a consumption society Wish all the mothers healthy and happy forever!! "Happy mother's day"
Pigeons
still on the street lamp...6 weeks ago, two of them standing there...talking, hugging, loving each othe.
Last week, she absented and, will never come back again! Next morning, I saw its body on the street…
Then, I heard the cried and mumbled of him from day till night on the street lamp. One week later…he found
a new partner.
Soon, they're singing outside my window happily.
The lesson tells me that, no thing that cannot be replaced by something else.
I
think so...actually, I don't know
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